I'm not really sure what cause it or what troubling me these days really count for it, but ever since this term start.. everything going downhill, and i'm rolling down far and faster that i have ever been. My school works suffer terrible.. even the teacher asked me what's going on with me.. I went from A to C. It sucks man! it really does. and i'm not even sure what's happening to me. all I know is that i miss my 'support system', my will to open the text book and be in class, and i've gone from a happy contented girl to a grumbling constantly in bad mood ol' witch! Damn those hassles which are not even mine!

"sigh"

a friend said to me once that its good that i surround myself with people who makes me laugh.. of course it is... but what he didn't know that it all feels so .. blank. I mean yes of course they're my friends and i luv hanging out with them, killing time with fun things and chatting from the newest gossips to a real conversation, but still when i come home.. everything is the same again.. i miss my 'support system'...

"sigh"

i was stressed out the whole day yesterday while i was in campus... why? the damn morphology' test of course!! did i ace it?? huh.. don't hold your breath.. i even passed the whole section 2, where i had to 'write in phonetically term the change of the words in allomorphonic formula of theese words'. do YOU understand it at all?? no of course its not important for you (as my friend Irine likes to point out..'emang penting banget apa buat lo tau??' LOL) its like my whole semester of learning English Phonology went up in smoke! not good ira... not good at all...
i still hope i didn't do too bad though... just because... i so don't want to repeat this class! btw i just to say this here: "Bung, ma kasih banget yah.. maap waktu itu sempet ngeselin. but thanx for the help. you're one kind of a teacher, don't ever change!"

"sigh"

went home with a blanky feeling.. i'm so glad the bloody test is over..for now, and Maya told me that 'kenji' has already got a g/f "secretly" coz she's still his student! YIKES but.. I've got the whole episodes of Meteor Garden in my bag!!!! can you scream...? yes i can.. AAAAAARRRRGGGHHHHHHH he he he he he see, i told you i can.
I don't even care if the vcd player gonna broke down after this... but 4 episodes (+ 2 eps that Maya made me watch ahead of time "hey sis liat deh... ada logo F4 lho. sis!... sis!... masyaallah.... bergeming pun tidak matanya dari tv screen!!") it was 2 am already and my poor beloved Lady udah ngantuk berat.. stop dulu deh, there's always tomorrow ya nggak and the goody part is..i have no class tomorrow! I can watch MG all day!! 'insert ira's develish chuckle here'
hello lovely pillow.......................

Lesson Learned:
people who bring in their childish nature into their work environment sucks real bad!
BUT, your true friends are your greatest treasure you can have in this world.. i luv you guys... you know who you are!!

good nite people.. wherever you are....
don't let the bed bug bite!
-makanya rajin dibersiin dong tu kamar.....-