Bought another Postman Pat dvd and suddenly I miss Harry Potter!! Or I miss hearing people speak english with an english accent?? Hmmm probably the latter ^^

So, i took out my HP vcds [yup, back then i still bought them in vcd.. but at least i bought the original ones rite hehehehe] Turned out I only bought up until the 3rd movies! Damn.

Man... those kids grew up really fast aren't they. You can tell the vast different from 1sr movie with the 2nd movie!

I can't wait for November! When the new movie is out.
And did you hear? The last book being made into 2 movies!! released 2009 & 2010.
Aaaaaaargh i hate waiting that long!
It's like Lord of the Rings nightmare all over again.
but wait.. i must :p

HAPPY 2nd Anniversary
to
KAT-TUN ni minna.

2 tahun officially debut.
7 tahun bareng se grup.
hope many more great things to come ^^


Wiken ini libur panjang.... tapi penuh pengumuman kayaknya...
Jumat: Dianne nambah anak.
Sabtu: Diti juga.
Minggu: gue yang bikin shok orang2... how shall i put it...

Kame nggak turun... nor is Sho.
*ngakak abis2 an*

Yoroshiku ne minna... Itu keputusan hati gue *insert laughter*
Kame banzai....!

OMGok....

I was still in the office when my new dentist called me and reminded me of tomorrow appointment.
whuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....
I hate going to the dentist!! Such a nightmare even when I was still a little kid.
And the worst gotta be about 8-9 years ago when I had to do a full operation because the dentist found an old tooth inside my gum. After 2 dentist said that it had to be taken out...
Mandataory.
My Mom insisted, and I gave in.

2 days hospitalized.
2 months weren't able to speak!!!

They had to cut my gum to take the tooth out. They sliced my gum in 2 different places.
Can you say.. "ouch!"


I know its laughable but.. it kinda makes me feel good that Sho had this "teeth problem" also a few years back, and he had to be hospitalized for one and a half weeks.
I feel that we had a connection because of this.
hihihihihi ( ^________^)
Even more funny that we both still keeping the tooth! [or teeth in Sho's case] And we both had it in a jar and on our book racks... hahahah I swear I didn't do it on purpose.
Like I said... connection...
[ducking all tomatoes thrown from every direction]

but tomorrow.... go.. i must.
*pelok2 sho minta temenin*

That's the 2008-2009 calender of Arashi & KAT-TUN.
Bukan kalender dinding sih, tapi berupa agenda gitu.
Kalo arashi bonus nya "buku resep" yang katanya ada resep original dari sho-nino-ohno-MJ-aiba tapi itu buku resep cukup tebal dan cuma 5 lembar-an yang ada resep nya, selebihnya foto2 mereka semua..... ureshiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii...
I looooooooooooooooooove the pics... di buku resep & di agenda nya.
Sho nya cuakeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep hehehehe ^^
Ada satu pic di agenda yang pas gue langsung... my heart drops!!
Cakep beyond all cakep-ness... HAHAHAHAHA
Trus gue seneng karena banyak sho & nino nya barengan hehehehehe
Yay yay!

Kalo yang kalender KAT-TUN... indah juga hehehehe [bias abissss]
semuanya cakep2.. Jin kinda dress up kayak pangeran gitu deh... ada ueda lagi latian boxing..
don't understand kenapa dedek gue alias Junno jadi kapten kapal/yacht gitu hehehe cakep sih..
Trus kalo Kamenashi... well... better if i don't say a thing... daripada gue di timpukin kanan kiri..
basically.... he's GORGEOUS... hahahahaha

oya bonus kalender KAT-TUN nya... tas itu!
well, at least it's not as small as the one from DVD KCE :p

ARASHI new album... Dream A Live.. release 23rd April 2008

Limited Edition: 3500yen. Bonus 1 CD solo songs para members.
Regular Edition: 3000yen [more or less]. Bonus 1 song.

Najoooooooooooooooooooooooong!!!!!
WHY??????

JStorm daikiraiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

Gara2 Dome Tour kah tahun ini yg udah mulai dari bulan Mei, dan bukan nya Juni seperti biasanya??? Nandeeeeeeeeeee??????

PLUS.... cuma beda 1 minggu dengan tgl release DVD Time con.

Aaaaaaaaaarrrrrghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
*sumpah serapah nggak jelas trus nangis2*


Oh Please KAT-TUN don't release anything new in the same month!!
Please please pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeee

One of my good friends birthday today.... Ndah, I've already send you like 4 MMS was it? LOL
and also a post at the JIF.. so.. I kinda don't know what else to say. but...
I really wish you nothing but the best for today and the rest of your life.
May you always be happy with who you are, and God bless you with a lot of love
and a dream comes true!

Love you buddy!!
^___^

I have a couple of new tv series fave now. Ghost Whisperer & Criminal Minds. Finally got sometthing new to watch other than CSI ^^

And I like the geeky Dr Reid!!! hahahahaha His quirky-ness just sooo cute. And I love it when he suddenly start talking explaining things in details although it always annoyed the rest of the team hahahaha And the more attention you give him, the cuter he looks ^^ Kinda like the cleaner indie lad. Dti asked me if he was like Greg [of CSI LV], the geeky lab guy that turn into a hot csi member. I said... nope. Not like Greg, but I still like Dr Reid. The 25 years old genious! That smartness just gets me. He's funny. LMAO

Arleen lent me the Season 1 original dvd, and it has backstage stuff and a special on Dr. Reid aka Matthew Ryan Gubler!! So cuteeee...! This film-maker, painter & actor is a geek in real life! LOL

I love scenes when they met someone not from the team and then that person asked a question and Dr Reid started to explain in details but left the person who asked even more in confusion. Like this:

Unsub -->unknown subject, ie the killer
Morgan --> a team member of Dr Reid

Detective: You really think there's only one guy huh?
Reid : The level of overkill suggests an unsub in a psychotic break. Multiple unsubs in violent psychotic breaks operating in the exact same location is exceeding unlikely.
Det : . . . . . [looked confuse]
Morgan: Yeah. It's probably just one guy.
Reid: [smile]
Det: . . . . [still looking dumbfound]


And I love the quotes. Here's some that I wrote down.

Milan Kundera "The basis of shame is not some personal mistake of ours, but that this humilation is seen by everyone."

Plato "We can easily forgive a child who's afraid of the dark. The real tragedy of life, is when men are afraid of the light."

Hellen Keller "Although the world is full of suffering, but it is also full of overcoming it."

Confucius "Before you embark on a journey of revenge, dig two graves."

Abraham Lincoln "In the end it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years."

Albert Pine "What we do for ourselves dies with us. What we do for others and the world remains and is immortal."

That's just some. And of course, every quotes connected with the case at that episode.

Kemaren..
bela-belain ke Ambas Mal..
cuma untuk beli ini KFC.

WHY?

because it's gonna be my last for the next 47 days ahead!!

*nangis2* hahahahaha nggak sih... nggak sampe nangis, tapi its gonna be tough still
Its Lent. Where we the Christian Orthodox are expected to fast for the upcoming Easter.

Dan gue dengan baka nya kemaren salah ngitung... pas liat buku dari gereja..
March 10th. Lent begin.
Gue yang langsung.. whaaaaaaaaaat?? Already?? Kyaaaaa I counted the days wrong waktu itu.. *baka me!!* Gue include Holy Week as well, padahal ternyata itu 40 hari sebelum Holy Week udah mulai puasa.. hehehehe

So... gitu deh... gue harus bisa ngelawan hawa nafsu untuk makan yang ber daging2, susu & keju. hiks hiks Asal tetep boleh colek2 Sho dan Kame nggak pa2 deh yaah.. hahahahaha *kick my self*

GANBARIMASU!!!

Hari ini I guess my day kinda started and end with a shock... if you allow me to say so. Nothing life threating though.. its fandom related but to me its quite quite.. a shocker! ^^


I watched Arashi's Iza con dvd again and guess what I noticed this time... Yuma Sanada was there!!!!! And of course he [with the rest of the Johnnys Jr] high fived with Sho! I checked twice while freaking out and the text all the minna related.
kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Totally unexpected!! Yuma... and Sho... Laki gue dan anak kedua gue. well y'know.. yume no sekai.. hahahahaha


I guess waktu dulu gue nonton tu Iza con almost everyday for months [so y'see minna, its not only Hitokoi yang gue tonton again and again and again and again hahaahhaha] and even to this day, I gotta say that Iza con was one of my Arashi fave concert. Saiko abis!

Balik ke Yuma... hehehehe... bener-bener cuma sekilas sih, tapi mungkin karena gue terbiasa banget spotting Yuma yang selalu di belakang dari kecil ampe sekarang dah gede.. begitu ngeliat cengiran nya walo sekilas langsung... my heart drops.

Another one of my "Golden Moment" hahahahaha

The other two were of Sho & Kame. Waktu Sho salaman sama Kame di backstage Countdown, dan waktu Countdown juga yang tahun 2007 kemaren, on stage pula. Sebenarnya sih Sho wawancarain KAT-TUN, tapi yang di sebelah Sho dan yang ngejawab pertanyaan Sho ya cuma Kame. So.. I'm not complaining! Not at all!!

Itu juga bikin gue jingkrak jingkrak kayak over dose on Vitamin C hahahahaha

Oya, and the shock that end my day.... A good friend got the DB 2007 pamphlet for quite a bargain price!! So it's twice now that I loose the chance to buy that freaking gorgeous thing because of both time there's just not enough money to buy it. Damn it!

Oh well....

*nangis di pelokan Kame* ^^

Why is it, that when you're in a low mood and feel rather depressed, all you want to do is left alone in your depression. Watching depressing or sad movies. Do all sort of things that actually not helping you to get you out from the bottom of that dark place. Pulling yourself out of your circle of friends. Not willing to join any other fun activities etc etc

Why is that I wonder. If anyone has an answer please let me know the cure.
Coz that's how I'm feeling lately.
Doubting one self is really dangerous isn't it.
Sucks and beyond.
But yeah.... I'm still doing that.

It's only the second month of the year and yet so much has been going on in my so called life. Wouldn't exactly called my life boring now...

Two of my best friends lost their mother to cancer. I've never been good with situation like this. Y'know, visiting at the hospitals or something like that. The same with weddings or paties, only I guess in a happier situation like that you can at least smile and show your happy face. But in a more unfortunate times, I'm speechless and awkward. I can only give my friends a sincere hugs and pray that God give them extra strength in the days to come. My friends have been most brave, and I can only imagine if it was me in their shoes, I'd probably crumble to pieces.

Happy times also came early this year though. Also a test I guess. I mean, you might feel comfortable and good friends with someone in daily basis. But when you're put into a certain situation that out of your daily comfort zone, a lot can happen. That's why reality tv shows sells. Me and a couple of friends that I've known for quite a few years went for a few days holiday together. Meaning, being together 24/7 for a few days with foreign situations and unplanned things. So glad to say that the outcome of that holiday... we're still good friends.

And then there's this. In my life, being constantly moved from school to school, city to city and even country to country and being the introvert that I was [or am], I guess I surprise myself at just how well I adjusted every time and only slight difficulties in fitting in. It does make me treasure friends so much, because I always have my family but I always had to leave the friends that I was just beginning to be close with and start getting new friends again. A situation that I have to go through growing up, for more or less 15 years.

So when early last month I had to make a decision to end a "friendship", it shocked me quite a bit. Left me feeling like I'm a bad person or a failure. And worried so much about what my other friends would think of me. Felt like crying at the time, but it was a decision I had to make. This time I choose for myself. You can call me being selfish. But it was a selfish decision that I really had to make. For my own peace of mind. And its a decision that I'm sticking by. There's no going back. I don't know what's going to happen in the future, but for the present, it's a friendship that I had to end. I forgot that being at peace, especially with myself, is that important.

I just hope the rest of my close knit friends understand my decision. I've explained it all to them and they seem to accept it. Maybe coz they've known how rocky it was the last few years so maybe it wasn't such a surprise anyway. Some of them I was able to exchange thoughts. Some of them just silently accept it. Maybe coz they're busy or just tired of the whole thing. But it'll be nice if I'm able to know what they think of it, or at least of me.

The not knowing has been a rather painful thing that I have to carry these past couple of weeks. They didn't act any different or anything but, a reassurance is always nice. Right?

And oh yeah. Work place sucks. Big time. My colleagues and I hope they close the sucky establishment soon. Much sooner than later will be better.

So after getting sucked back in into the western tv series craze.. I'm so ready to get back to my old routine and watch the JE stuff and Tata Hitotsu no Koi for the God knows how many times [no seriously, I've watched that dorama like almost everyday since last year!! People are so ready to throw me into a rehab now..]

Maybe I've got to watch more varied tv series, coz now I look at it, the things I watched can be devided more or less into 2 groups.

1. Dead people stuff : Supernatural & Ghost Whisperer.
2. Dangerous People : CSI & Criminal Minds.

For the past week I watch Criminal Minds Season 1-3 back to back. 6-9 episodes at a time. And I guess it starting getting to me. Just how BAD people can be. Someone asked me a long time ago, how can I stand watching horror movies [asian horror movies, I've grew out of being scared of western horror movies in Jr High. Special effect crap]. At that time I guess coz I don't really believe in ghost.. or that they can be that close to home than I realized. And even though I know better now, I guess being grew up in a quite religious familly background, I know there's a more powerful force that I can rely on or that I should be more scared off if I'm being a bad person.

People scared me more. People with a twisted mind and have no conscious. They can be more evil that evil themself. Example? watch CSI and Criminal Minds. Oh I know you gonna say "but its just on tv". Well then, watch the news. Or read the newspaper. There's not much difference you know. Life immitating art or art immitating life??

So I don't quite understand when people said they like to watch these tv series for the gory parts. That's not entertainment surely? Liking how someone, a real people can be so brutal? For entertinment? Is that normal?
I guess I'm a boring plain person then coz I like to watch it for the human side of it. How smart people is and using their brain & heart to solve problems and also being human. Being a good person. I guess I still believe that good can beat evil everytime.
Same thing with yaoi stuff.

Maybe they just doing it for fun and all that, but.. until how far do they really think about it? About pairing normal people to be a yoai pair to their fantasy pleasure. I understand if its in real life. Because people sometimes can't help being who they are. or what they are. I get that. I lived in London once. Seen it with my own eyes. But being delibertly choosing a normal person and then fantasizing them into a yaoi pair, and do all kind of stuff... until how far?? Do they realize how... wrong that is?

I'm not being over religious am I? Is it so wrong to just wanting things to be normal? As normal as it possible in this already abnormally world that we live in? So many changes in our own life/world and many of them are for the worst. Criminality. Global Warming. Expensive living. They're already as hard as they gets, so why make it much more harder.. Why make entertainment less entertaining?

But yeay.... that just IMHO. Maybe I should switch to comedy series. Hmmm... is there any good one after Friends & Frasier? Maybe I should get the The Nanny & That 70's Show dvd. Hmm... that's a thought. LOL
I think I need more coffee.
Kebanyakan mikir kayaknya... yeah right..! (^_^)