"sigh"

so... i've been like a loose baloon today... feeling numbness, ready to burst at the slightest sharp touch and flying no where.. just following where the wind blows. ever been like that?? crappy isn't it........ ........... ............

(get off the bloody phone!!!!! ................ i bet this is how they feel when i'm online LOL)

so i've bought the whole 19 eps VCD for Rp. 126 ribu its practically a bargain.. and i can feel good for the fact that its cheap and its not pirated ones ha ha ha ha and i bought the OST from the series and the F4' Meteor Rain! (okke: WHAT?? sis! r u outta you're mind??) hmm, most probabaly.. coz now that i've listen to it.. its quite good, mostly ballads, so of course it goes down well with most people ears and soul, although the fact that I don't understand one single word can be discribe as.. 'i'm insane' bit.

(aaarghhh!! get the heck off the phone already..!! i've important gossip to check!!)

mula2 sih penasaran doang... kayak apa sih kualitas suara F4 itu.. ternyata.. lumayan lah, some better than others but i think i'd rather hear them sing than hearing my own voice.. LOL cempreng bok!
I think the chinese bug has got into me... my tv is stationed more to MTV Mandarin than MTV Asia.. and i even like Jordan Chan's song when i have no clue what its all about... yikes... i think i better take that Mandarin lesson after all (okke: ???? gubrak!)
oh well, at least i can be sure the songs isn't dissing anyone or about devil worshipping.. so its all good kan ... :D

(incoming call!! incoming call!! f i n a l l y!!)


wo ming bai
ni yao de ai
hui ba wo cong huai
xiang yi ge xiao hai
zi dung zai ni huai li huai
ni yao de ai
bu zi shi yi lai
yao xiang ge da nan hai
feng cui you re shai
sheng huo zi you zi zai

hmmm.. kira-kira artinya apa yah.. kalo di indonesian in jadi romatis juga apa jadi picisan yah... oh well, the music sounds good anyway... wo ming bai....
sing with me people.... ni yao de ai.. la la la la la la la i want it that way... (lho kok...?)


For a dreamer, night's the only time of day.
~ huh? ooh, maksudnya..ini semboyan buat orang yg suka tidur yah..? semboyan si okke itu dong.. whuaha ha ha ha ha


It takes courage to grow up and become who you really are
~you got that right buddy! trust me.. you so don't wanna be in my shoes... they're so smelly! whuaaaaaaaaa bocorin jorok sendiri!! enag aja, gue kan becanda doang. honest!


Laughter and tears are both responses to frustration and exhaustion. I myself prefer to laugh, since there is less cleaning up to do afterward.
~siapa bilang? kalau ketawa sampe nangis gimana? trus kalo ketawa banget sampe iler keluar gimana?.. hayo.. mending juga tidur.. nggak ada yang dipikirin!


Always be a 1st rate version of yourself instead of a 2nd rate version of someone else.
~ agree!


Lesson Learned: people constantly surprise you... just when you thought you have them all figured out.. thay turned out completely different... which is okay, as long long as they don't get nasty behind me and digging a trap hole in for me... sorry, i control me. i won't let you step all over me... shoo! be nasti bitchy bastard somewhere else.

and...

not working properly Air Conditioner is sucks.

and oh...

have i told you that my grades are so F*%@#?$ low this semester.... i know that my dearest teachers... and no, i can not tell you the reason why. coz if i know exactly why.... then i wouldn't be so confused and be so f*&%@$#* crzy today!! (okay.. enogh swearing for the day i think...... sowwie hiks hiks )


"A friend is a gift you give yourself." -Robert Louis Stevenson