things always happened for a reason..


but sometimes whats in front of your eyes can take all your sanity, good judgement and common sense. i can't even stand seeing a stray cat suffered even though i don't like cats, and to think that a human being that was given life, brain, soul and conscience can make up a plan that killed another human being on purpose?? it is just beyong me...
i'm not saying that i'm an angel or i've been living a devastating life, but still... i just can't figure it out.
does a personal reason justify someone to do something like that? for any person and country...
war never did come out with good result did it? the aftermath was always as bad as the reason it started in the first place.

i got goosebumps when i turned the telly this morning, my brother was screaming at me to turned it on. a big explosion in Bali. and my heart was wild.. i dialled my parents number as i watched in the screen bodies being carried.. and remembered that a month ago i was around that area. my parents's house is far from Kuta/Legian where it happened but you can't help to still worried.. and to think someone out there facing much horrid experience than me. I count my blessings.

Every foreigner in Indonesia (especially Jkt & Bali) is on their toe..alert, worry about their safety. My brother who works for an Embassy was told to go to the office today. and more bomb threats were in. Someone sick out there is having a laugh at us right now.

I can't help feeling sorry and worried about the Balinese.. its them who's going to really feel the impact of all these in future months. The people who sell souvenirs for a living. The little people who depends on tourism for their everyday life. No tourist means no income at all for them...

My Mom always said whenever we're having a discussion and nobody can figure out why things happened or someone can let something horrible happened, she said that then we must think; it's a horrible thing to happened but God let us experienced it..why?