2 a.m
kalo jam 12 itu midnight, that's when horror movies usually goes horrid.
1 a.m. hmm it means its already an hour pass midnight and you can put the am thingy behind the number 1
3 a.m. is a song by Matchbox 20.
nah, kalo 2 am gimana?
kayaknya its not my time of day deh.
remember a couple of posts ago when an iccident happened with my dog Lady at 2 a.m. ? well, it happened again folks. this time it's like the mother of all scream worthy thing that could happened to you at 2 in the morning.
there i was, feeling so relax. the room is dark after a few days of constant vigil, and i'm just so ready to enjoy my sleep. as i slowly drifted to dream land my dog suddenly panicking and woke me up. i scolded a bit and told her to go to sleep but she came back to me and ....
guess what happen?
nah,you'd never have guess what she'd done then.
ready... prepare yourself, it's gross.
Lady mencret ditempat tidur gue!!!
I'll spare you the details of how i then had to get up, washed her, changed the sheets blah blah blah. anyway, by the time it's all finished, at's already gone 3 a.m. and i never got my peaceful sleep again.

Energy
first time i saw their MV was the 'Come On' MV and I din't think much of them coz in that MV they look like just any other boy band around,but when "Fang Shou" came out.. first time I can think of was 'Wow!' that MV was something. Sure it got you to think 'another Matrix/Crouching Tiger influence', but then again what's not after those films came out? I love their clothes, it fits so perfectly with the set and their look, and of course the song. I just love the whole deal. To this day, that MV is still one of my fave Energy' MV.
bu Jay, I'm so glad you got to see some of their MVs now, although only parts, now you understand my craziness over them last year right? *_^ I think I will always associates Bali and Energy Come On CD. I bought it my last weekend in Jakarta. Me, my bro and bu Jay went to GMP and when I saw the CD on the window display.. I lost it. he he he I think it's the second time that I got over excited and surprise my patience friend with my girly screaming. Gomene my dear *_^ btw,do you remember the first time? I give you a clue. Toko kaset di BP Lt.6

thoughts from other posts
read from Ano's blog which was written by another guy. ternyata bukan cewek aja yah yang dikasi 'pressure' kayak itu. i'm talking about marriage. I mean is it just because we're at the legal marriage age then we're supposed to? there are a lot of stuff to consider when couple came into a marriage, and too much divorces these days just underline my sentiment even more. A friend of mine said that I've already got a set of mind and he consider me lucky. He asked about my outlook on life in general and my thought regarding marriage and the fact that to this day not only I'm not married (yet), I also have no boyfriend and yet not in panic to find one. Am I lucky? The way I see it, I'm just being realistic. Just because I'm over 25 (*_^) and boyfriendless it doesn't mean I shouldn't be happy with my life right now. Too many women got so worked up over this "why am i not married yet when all my other friends have?" that they ruined the other parts of their life that can bring happiness. There's just so many aspect in life now than just marriage. This is not the Victorian times. I'm not saying that I don't want a boyfriend, or I don't want to get married someday. I'm your average everyday 100 % woman, of course I want to. I just don't like circumstances get the best of me. I put my trust and hope and pray in my Lord's hand, I do believe He knows whats best for me.
And like Kristin Davis said, "I don't need a man to make me happy, but it'll be nice to fall in Love."


from Okke's blog, gue juga diingetin kalo lately i've been doing less and less of my duty as an Orthodox Christian and more and more lazy. i don't know who said it first but it always the thing that i remember everytime i don't feel like going to church on Sundays, "God has given you all six days for you to do whatever, and now He only ask for a few hours of your time and you're still not doing it?" and bu Jay emailed us today about her reply of the same post, that's was beautiful bu Jay. Right on the dot.
My Mum has reminded us again and again that it was us who choose to be Orthodox Christians and we knew it's gonna be hard, but we that's our responsibility. I guess I really should re-think of how I do in my daily life these days and set it straight. But if there's one thing I'm sure of in this life, its my faith to God and a simple honest prayer can be very powerful indeed.

another one from Okke's, about talenta. She told me mine is singing. Sure, I admit I can carry a tune or two. Have you listen to Tre though? I know I shouldn't compare, sometimes I just can't help it. To this day I still wonder, I can do a lot of little things here and there, is there any specific thing though that's really mine? Just silly wonders, not complaining...


Great Lent
begin today. And in Orthodox Church we have a tradition to begin with asking forgiveness. Today at church, after Liturgy we had a 30 minutes break while Romo changed all the curtains in the Ruang Maha Kudus (Altar) to purple, then we had a short Evening Prayer and began using the Prayer of St. Efraim. And then asked for forgivess from each other began with Romo
And I'd like to take this chance to offer to you my frined my humble apology for any thing, any attitude, any words that I might have said to you that you might not find it acceptable. Please forgive me.

"This 40-day period of Lent is a period of "abstinence" from foods, but primarily from personal iniquities. Abstinence from foods (fasting) alone is a means of attaining virtue; it is not an end in itself. During the period of fasting one makes a special attempt to evaluate his calling as a Christian; to listen to the voice of the Gospel and heed its commandments; to accept the constant invitation to enter Christ's Kingdom."