Thursday, October 9, 2003Y
The Gaps Between My Entry and Something That I want to Let Go of My Chest.
Because I still can't go online from the comfort of my own room, and the cyber cafe near my house is really... just an excuse for an internet cafe coz it's really hot and smells of ciggy and not much things you can do there except checking your mails and surf... i can't even use my bloody disket!! aaarrghhhhhhhh.... so I haven't got the desire to keep my journal on the daily basis.
Yesterday, I've got so infuriated with one ex member of the taiwanese group that i like. Sure, i'm just an outsider and have no clue what's really going on, but i'm not an idiot either. i have eyes that even its not a 20-20 vision i can still see clearly, i have ears and common sense. There's just so many things that that guy has said for the past couple of days in the media and things that were reported in the news that doesn't really seems fair to me.
He left the group for goodness' sake, and even though the group went through so much for the last few months from the fans and the pers and even common 'public' on top of their busy schedule, they never said anything bad about him, in fact they stressed it again and again how much this guy still meant a lot to them and still hoping that he'd come back. But what did the guy do? He went out in public for the first time and said un-nice thing about the group! Bloody hell.... look in the mirror before you talk boy! Yes, you have good talent, yes you can do many things... but NO, its not everything!! I'm so, so disappointed in him.
I've seen the new look him of yesterday on telly, almost didn't recognize him. So different, so not the guy with the attitude and personality that all his fans used to know. He looks like he belongs to another famous group with their also ppfffftt manager. Which makes me think... is that really him? Really his choice to be and to look like that? Somehow I have this doubt in my mind. Sure, as strange but true as it may seem that in only a couple of months that he's out of the group, he's already line up with jobs such as hosting a show, a new book and a new album on the way?? How very convenient don't you think? And yet I have a feeling that he's just like a puppet of that *pletak toeng jedug* manager of him. I felt sorry for him. *shrugg* hope he's happy after all.
And that's... my two cents... if you don't like it, don't bash this place, just go somewhere else.. i don't really care. Have a nice day.
ends at 10/09/2003 04:53:00 PM
