promise myself that i wouldn't drink another cup of coffee today... coz its almost midnite already, but then as i went to the kitchen with the dirty glasses.. what did i see? a box of nescafe instant! Aah penggoda iman sekali... dan abis dari wc, langsung bikin a cuppa. hehehehe and so that's my third one today.
Yup, i'm so addicted to coffee that even myself and my mom [who also a regular coffee drinker] think its bad. Got any cure anyone? preferably one that doesn't involve quitting drinking coffee altogether nor getting a headache.

My day today started slow, might as well sunday.. wait, sunday isn't a slow day, make it a saturday then. Both my brother and my sis in law already began their holiday. Poor Bu Tani still came to the office today. so we email-ed each other as usual until i fell asleep again [woke up at 4 am this morning and dozed off after midday ^_^]
woke up at around 3.30 and got so confused, was it pm or am?? coz i couldn't tell the difference [my room's window isn't much help coz it only face another wall] Let out a sigh of relieved when discoverd that it still pm.

Uuuhhh!! Miss. know it all SMS me again.. all CAPITAL LETTERS.. same topic which means she hasn't read my email and HAS THE BLOODY GUTS TO ACCUSED ME!! get the heck out of my face you bl***y g**s! arrgghh!! she's so making me mad!! and i WILL NOT waste any tears because of this bloody matters! You! do not own the f**king club. Non of us do, so stop acting like you own the thing.

*sigh* another bad habit, kayak toro-chan bilang... kemurkaan cuma bisa dipendam sampe busuk.. and for me kalo terus berlanjut sampe nggak tahan gue akhirnya saking keselnya trus nangis. hehehehe bodoh emang... makanya in a way gue kayak si mao mao di, kalo udah kesel, trus nggak bisa ngejelasin yang bener dan nggak bisa marah yang jelas akhirnya mewek kayak anak cengeng. toeng sekali. confused my teacher once... [hi Derek.. wonder if you're still teaching in Hendon ^_^]

anyway, saking keselnya gue langsung telpon pengurus lain, Humas gue yang udah tau duduk perkara dan kesel juga, tapi ternyata dia masih di Puncak, dan don't know why her cellphone susah sekali masuknya, same thing when i tried to get mrs.chou. and when i did get her... she was on Kuuga's Belalang Tempur [or belalai tempur or whatever you call his bike] whuakakakakakaka!!! Ternyata jadi juga tu dua orang ke Kino. Anyway, with the help of mrs. chou, she'll sms that person to tell her to check her email coz i'm not going to have any further conversation on this matter before she gets the fact STRAIGHT.
*whueekk..... buang jauh-jauh amarah pembawa mood negative.. chuh!*

Unlike days or even weeks before, today there's so many food on the table! And most of them are pedas..! ehekss.. knapa sih harus pedes-pedes... you know i can't eat that...! oh well, still good to know that i don't have to crave for pizzas for the time being... at times when there's nothing to eat in the house.. i miss my mom. hahahahaha... but when my mom in da house... we then have too much food around! there's a joke in my house even over this matter.
How can you tell if my mom is in jakarta or not??
From the fridge!
When it's full, specially with food and vegs, then she's home. When 3/4 of the fridge is empty, then she's not here.
Rupanya, my sis in law ordered some food, ketupat and something that i don't know the name of, because the maid isn't "pulang kampung" [much to our relief...] she thought she'll ordered something for her and the whole household. Not that i think it matter much, since the maid already asked for permission to go out this two days of Lebaran.

Oh dear... looks like i'm gonna be the doggy-nurse again this thursday. My brother went to the vet today, bringing Draco & Emak for a check. And turned out both of them have to have a little surgery. Draco need to have his right eye fixed and Emak/Feloni need to have that lump which we originally thought as tumor, out. Aiyoo... hope its nothing big.. i'm so not in the mood to being a nurse right now. But then again, even Lady need her eye to be checked also. If people think having a pet is easy.. think again buddy. Not to mention their daily care and the monthly cost.. even their shampoo is so much more expensive than mine! And then again, the comfort, companion and affection that they gave back to you... priceless.

Welp, looks like tomorrow me and my sis in law will have to go with my brother to her good for nothing girlfriend. Not that we really want to. We're just doing it for my brother's sake. The day she stops taking advantage of my brother, the day she stop making my brother becoming a stupid git and stop making my parents truly unhappy. Then i'll stop pretending to be nice. My brother and two of my best friends are more or less in the same situation... is all these men blind?? Those women are using you guys! Open your eyes and think why don't you... argghh. those guys are getting on my nerves and those girls really making me mad.
Arrhhhh... i need to be serounded with my friends... too much anger now... need some love.. need to laugh.... need a new CD. Yup, that's it. New CD. *_^

btw: thanx to nere-chan & toro-chan & chipitong & mrs.chou for not letting me lost in the storm ^_^ *hugs hugs*