3 a.m

well, i know that's one of the song by Matchbox 20 that i like, but... here i am, at 3 a.m and instead of sleeping i'm eating instant fried noodle and drinking.. orange juice????
sounds like breakfast huh.. LOL

it's like a nightmare really, i'm back to an old habit that i was trying so hard to shake off. a year ago, i think, whenever i came back from college it was always already dusk, and i got so tired that i ususally fall asleep even before dinner, then woke up at around 8 or 9 and then of course i couldn't sleep until at least pass 2 a.m

now i'm back with that cycle and i don't like it, but sometimes its just so so sooo hard to keep awake before 12. oh yeah, another "thing" with me, if i get to bed before 12.. there's a big big chance that i would already woke up by 3 or 4 a.m

so... what am i to do??

anyway, tadi itu kebangun gara-gara SMS masuk berturut- turut, rupanya SMS yang dikirim jam 5-an sore baru masuk jam 10-an.... jalan-jalan dulu kah?? toeng Satelindo toeng!!

Felize: mabok nihh yeee ^___^ daijoubu ne.... ada sexy oma yang akan mendukung *gubrakssss* hahahahaha

Pin-Ji: thank you ever so much for all your "support" Jia You with the dance teacher *wink wink*
but, hmmmm not sure about the "i'll try to say hi to KunDa for you" bit... hahahahahaha LOL Pin_ji. ooh wish i was in SG now... hiks hiks

Toro-chan: JIA YOU!! JIA YOU!! ayo convert dengan semangat hahahahahaha toeng ira!

so anyway, berhubung besok ada yang mau maen ke rumah, gue nyadar diri dan niat mau beres-beres kamar dikit karena besok pagi pasti nggak sempet. ehhhh niat beres beres dikit jadi beres-beres banyak! ^____^
dan akhirnya pas selesai jadi laper! hahahaha and that's why I ate at 3 a.m

beside, i'm glad i was awake tonight coz it's the Buffy eps that i missed a couple of years ago!!!!!! kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa the eps that all "B/A Shipper" had waited and dreamt of for so long... the reunion of the greatest and yet saddest lover in the history of romantic fiction! *sigh* i could talked for hours and hours about the tragic story of Buffy and Angel, and how sad & yet wonderful episode of "I Will Remember You" and also "Forever".

hmmmm, must remember to buy those DVDs in Glodok, coz I saw that some places have them, but I'm not sure which Season they have, coz I already have Season 3 in videos. *sigh* I miss the funny and sarcastic play of words between the characters ^___^

okay, one note to all the tv station in indonesia: if you put up a series/film at 2 a.m in the morning, there's a VERY BIG CHANCE that NO LITTLE KIDS are watching!!!! so what the F#%@ are you censoring the kissing part!!!! argghhhh... these stupid tv station just make me so mad! if you still censoring this kind of scene, then put it back to 3 p.m time slot.
darn you sctv!

i'm off.