sho's birthday...

on the eve of his birthday.. like half an hour before the clock struck midnight.. jakarta time of course, i played the HIG DVD [wink 2 Kenny]. It wasn't on purpose, but when the night actually changed to begin the 25th.. the song on the DVD was Sho's solo "tough me" whuaaaa... it's a sign!! a sign of what? i dunno.. i think i'm just going over boardly mad with liking the guy and of course the rest of the members of the group.

then on 25th night, while i'm house sitting... finally said to myself..
okay girl, you've been borrowing that movie for a while now.. tonight is a good as any night to watch it, at least tonight is his birthday.

you see, i found out from Dita chan which she read in Seventeen magz that [one of] Sho fave movie is "American Histroy X" starred Edward Norton & Ed Furlong. From the pic and the desription on the cover sleeve i knew that this film isn't going to be an easy film to watch... that's why i delayed watching it for the longest time, waiting for the right mood.



and i was right.... my God. This is one movie that scares the heck out of me. It left me felt uncomfortable emotionally... It scares me much more than any horror movies that i've ever seen. That's why people actually scares me. Because they can be more brutal than any wild animals out there. The moral teaching is good of course.. but i think i'd rather see Missisippi Burning or A Time to Kill, or something like it.

and now i'm curious... what is it from this particular film that made Sho chose this movie to be one of his fave? or did he say that its his fave or one of those film that "inspired" him. but surely we can watch or read to learn about moral story of the human being especially in us history with out the obvious gore??

but then again.. this is just my opinion ^__^