hiatus ka..??
feel like it from time to time again. so many things to tell and yet, since this blog become more of a "public" blabbing rather than my daily rants.. it always make me think twice before i wrote about something personal. but in some days i would thought.. who the F*** cares.. its MY blog.. but then again........
yeah.. can you tell that I'm thinking too much? probably? ^__^
told a couple of friends of my recent personal disappoinment on things that so called "friendship" lately, and after today read something on someone's blog, and visited some blog of people i thought were friends and well.. i guess time can kill friendship too. and so the feeling re-surfaced. i know people have their own choice to choose who they like or to whom they could spill out their hearts out to, maybe i'm just not
that kinda of friend to them. i dunno.. life is all but black & white, don't you think? everything is grey and nothing is 100% for sure [except for Him of course]
so yeah.. its become more of a burden to take care of my blog these days.. it certainly has change its main purpose
anyway....... got my Seventeen magz with the guys on the cover [many thanks to Ki-chan & Dita-chan] This duo still put a smile on my face and brought out somekind of rainbow in my grey world.. even if its for a while only..




forgot to tell, my Dad come again to Jakarta today, for a business thing, maybe for a few days only i dunno. but it means i can't go anywhere ^___^
jya.