Hey...

not in the mood for writing.. actually its coz i don't have anything specific in mind that i wanna let out and rant about hehehe

sooo.. randomly...

-> It's only a month ago that Lady passed away.. I got used to that fact by now.. the old daily habits that I have with her is slowly dying away but.. gosh I still wish she's with me! I miss her badly. I miss taking care of her. I miss hugging her. I miss loving her! 11 years having her everyday in my life [well, except those months i'm in Bali ^_^ ] and now there's no her.. its just... well, in a way it gave me a sense of "freedom". I don't have to worry about her constantly and don't have to take care of her. But in other way.. just left this empy space in my heart.
Well, I haven't cry because thinking of her for a few weeks now.. but, I just might.

-> A friend told me in on a little secret that just blows me away AND freak me out!!!!! Oh my... I hope that person did not got to read my blog when I was being such a... silly groupies!! hahahahahaha

-> Saw an old eps of DnoA the other day.. [sankyuuuu Akanishi Jun! LOL] there's a 'scene' of Sho getting excited seeing a baby! Kyaaa ngegemesin banget deh Sho nya hehehe Kinda ironic isn't it.. Here I am, liking this person known as Sho Sakurai who is just well, maybe opposite of who I am in quite a few ways, one of them being liking & good with handling little kids. Me? I'm over that "I wanna have a little sister" when I left Elementary School. But now, not only I have to deal with them as part of my job, I have to teach as well! It's still the subject of conversation whenever my big family got together ^____^

Well, I handle them fine actually... I amazed with myself sometime for actually thinking of ways how to teach this little kids english when they don't want to..
Go me..! hahahahahaha

-> Wanna say omedetou to Sho-kun and GOOD LUCK! coz his 2nd stageplay [and his 1st without Arashi] will begin tomorrow! I hope & pray everything will go on smoothly 'till the last day. *hug Sho*

-> OMEDETOU also to Endah, Lilla, Panda, Putri & Mami. KATTUN finally debuted.
Well earned debut for Kattun! Enjoy your celebration days girls... until your bills arrive right? hahahaha but really.. omedetou! ^__^
Now I'm doki2 of how Arashi next stuff will come out.. I hope they still stick to the old routine of not so many version *fingers cross*

-> Did something yesterday that I haven't done for quite a while.. buying books! I love reading and I just love buying books, even though I might not read them at once but I love collecting them. Its been a while, since books is so expensive these days & I got caught up in buying things Arashi related hehehehe So nice to have that "ureshii" feeling after purchasing books back in me ^__^ Hopefully I can do that again next month.

Goodnight minna.
Don't do thing I won't do... *wink*
GBU.