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Wednesday, September 5, 2007Y

I'm back... to ARASHI ^^

Well, at least I've cool down and try not to care much about the thing. It's not my place anyway, although the effects still sucks. Just thought he could've been more mature & careful about it. The feeling of disappointment, that he can be that careless just... at the time too much to be ignored. As much as we as the fans realized that they do have their own life, they surely must understand from the fans POV too, and just how much time, money & energy that we put into being a supportive fan. It's not that easy as well. We have to deal with the downside being their fans just as much as they have to deal being the idol. There are two side to everything, sometimes even three.

Oh well... like I said before, life goes on. Right now I'm just trying to be a supportive fan and enjoy what I can without being too emotionally involve anymore.. I forgot that I'm the kind of person that took things to heart, and sometimes... most of the time... that's not a good idea.

Anyway, I'm, looking forward for the arrival of Happiness, Kiroii Namida & that dvd con! I hope the bills come in separates months though...

ends at 9/05/2007 08:09:00 PM